<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Miriam's Wisdom]]></title><description><![CDATA[Wisdom for leading authentically, showing kindness to everyone, and bringing your whole self to the world, even when it's hard.]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!AkJM!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F725421ee-8263-4bb3-bc52-efb00705496d_415x415.png</url><title>Miriam&apos;s Wisdom</title><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Wed, 15 Apr 2026 10:37:09 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.miriamswisdom.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Heather L. Rollins]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[hrollins@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[hrollins@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[hrollins@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[hrollins@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[On blessing]]></title><description><![CDATA[originally written November 12, 2025]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/on-blessing</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/on-blessing</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2026 13:41:57 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have been thinking a lot about <em>blessing</em> lately. The daily portions of the Torah are in the story of Abraham and Sarah right now, and I am always inspired by God telling Abraham that he and his descendants will be a blessing to the nations. It isn&#8217;t that we are to <em>bring</em> a blessing or to <em>give</em> a blessing, but to <em>be</em> a blessing. And what does that mean? What kind of a blessing can one person be? We can see lives like that of Mother Theresa or Rabbi Jonathan Sacks or the Dalai Lama; they certainly have <em>been</em> a blessing to the world. It&#8217;s harder to see how one regular person, working through the routine of life, can <em>be</em> a blessing. What goals should I set? How will I know I am blessing enough? Do I accomplish this once and then move on? Just tell me what to <em>do</em>, and I can do it!</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png" width="1024" height="608" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:&quot;normal&quot;,&quot;height&quot;:608,&quot;width&quot;:1024,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!plzd!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F27a76d18-4c84-4d97-9e22-b51be6e20961_1024x608.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Beautiful illustration of a well, with a woman standing beside it. In the background is a pastel sunrise.</figcaption></figure></div><p></p><p>And it&#8217;s why, as soon as I learned that the top-level domain .ing exists--by visiting a website that ended with bless.ing--I purchased sarahsbless.ing and saraisbless.ing. And wished I&#8217;d purchased miriamsbless.ing as well. (If it&#8217;s available, I still might!) Because Abraham is to be a blessing to <em>nations</em>, to populations, to big things. I don&#8217;t know how to be a blessing to big things like that. But I can be a blessing in small things. I can give a smile to the lady working the drive-through window at Wendy&#8217;s. I can be kind to a friend... or a stranger. I can make K&#8217;s favorite supper or surprise her with cheesecake. I can talk quietly with the mourning dove in the tree, without insisting on aggressive eye contact. I can support my colleagues. I can be a blessing to the lives I touch.</p><p>And that, I believe, is Sarah&#8217;s blessing. Sarah is a blessing for small things. When we become Sarah&#8217;s blessing, we are a blessing to our own microcosm. Some may be intended for blessing nations, but most of us are not. Most of us have only a small world to serve. And when we live as a blessing in that world, then we are living as God wants us to.</p><p>How will you be a blessing today? How will you be Sarah?</p><div><hr></div><p>I&#8217;m not really doing anything right now with sarahsbless.ing or saraisbless.ing. But more recently I&#8217;ve purchased MiriamsWisdom.com, and that will be the URL for this publication soon. Any links you have to hrollins.substack.com will still work.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[On the strength of women]]></title><description><![CDATA[a recorded poem for all women, everywhere]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/on-the-strength-of-women</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/on-the-strength-of-women</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 10 Mar 2026 12:51:51 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1758003680599-1c94c0c0127a?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMHx8c3RvbmUlMjBlcm9zaW9ufGVufDB8fHx8MTc3MzE0NjkxNXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I wrote this poem about a year ago, to honor the lovely (and strong!) Miryam of <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Miryam&#8217;s Space&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:119764558,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/7c947872-71ab-4bb0-a601-a062c7134f07_184x184.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;e023831b-4b9c-4688-87fd-09f9188d9a34&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>. </p><div class="native-audio-embed" data-component-name="AudioPlaceholder" data-attrs="{&quot;label&quot;:null,&quot;mediaUploadId&quot;:&quot;64546bda-6fb1-4c4d-bdef-7118b520aaca&quot;,&quot;duration&quot;:119.35347,&quot;downloadable&quot;:false,&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true}"></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"><strong>On the strength of women</strong>
by Heather L. Rollins
April 27, 2025

They tell us women we are weak
They call us the fair ones
They tell us the world is cruel
They keep us home to keep us safe
They do not know this only 
&#9;keeps the world safe from us.

They do not know us
We are not safe!
We are a danger and a risk to all
The world is not safe from women
The world is not safe 
&#9;from daughters and mothers and wives.

You say you are not strong
I say you have not seen your strength
Nor have I seen mine 
They said I was weak
They labeled me fragile
They were wrong
The world is not safe from me, 
&#9;the world is not safe from you.

I shout out that we women are strong
I say our strength is like water
I say our strength is like silence
They keep us home where we get stronger
They do not know that by this
&#9;we grow into fearsome Mother Bear.

They do not know us
We are the Mighty River
We are erosion by Wind and by Time
We are the Voice of Accountability
We are whipping Weeping Willow 
The world is not safe
&#9;from all the power of mighty women.

Sing a song of the strength of women!
Sing of the fierce fair ones!
Sing of kindness in the midst of cruelty!
Sing of the den of Mother Bear!
Sing of a world made safe
&#9;by the mightiness of women!
</pre></div><p>Last week, in a study group, we talked about <a href="https://www.sefaria.org/Avot_DeRabbi_Natan.6.2?ven=english%7CAvot_DeRabbi_Natan,_trans._by_David_Kasher,_2019&amp;lang=bi">Rabbi Akiva</a>, one of the most significant sages from our tradition. The text we discussed included the image of water dripping on a stone every day, gradually wearing it away.  We discussed change, that sometimes change is a huge event, like lightning striking a mountain and setting off a rockslide, more often change is the dropping water, carving the rock over many years. It reminded me of this poem.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1758003680599-1c94c0c0127a?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMHx8c3RvbmUlMjBlcm9zaW9ufGVufDB8fHx8MTc3MzE0NjkxNXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1758003680599-1c94c0c0127a?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMHx8c3RvbmUlMjBlcm9zaW9ufGVufDB8fHx8MTc3MzE0NjkxNXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1758003680599-1c94c0c0127a?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMHx8c3RvbmUlMjBlcm9zaW9ufGVufDB8fHx8MTc3MzE0NjkxNXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 848w, 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width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@winstonchen">Winston Chen</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><p>Some may say it takes strength to act, and this is true. I say it takes strength to refrain, to restrain, to act only a little. After all, I am only one water drop, and you are only one water drop. But together, we are a flood. Together we make holes in stones and carve the faces of mountains. We are women, and we are <em><strong>strong</strong></em>.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Trees!]]></title><description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve always loved trees.]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/trees</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/trees</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2026 14:23:25 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1655131440877-ea386359b83f?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxNHx8bXlydGxlJTIwdHJlZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzE5NDI4NzZ8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve always loved trees. Trees have voices and they communicate. And trees have been part of religious and spiritual practices for millennia. One of my favorite verses in all the Psalms is from Psalm 96: </p><blockquote><p>Then shall all the trees of the wood shout for joy<br>before the LORD.</p></blockquote><p>You can imagine my delight at learning about the Jewish holiday of <a href="https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/tu-bishvat-ideas-beliefs/">Tu B&#8217;Shevat</a>, called <em>the new year of trees</em> or <em>the birthday of trees</em>. We know trees can live for decades, even centuries. There are trees here in my home state of Virginia that are older than I am, much older! How lovely, to celebrate the birthday of these venerable giants! How wonderful, to reflect on the trees and their meaning, to wonder at their beauty, to be grateful for all the gifts they bring us!</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1655131440877-ea386359b83f?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxNHx8bXlydGxlJTIwdHJlZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzE5NDI4NzZ8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1655131440877-ea386359b83f?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxNHx8bXlydGxlJTIwdHJlZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzE5NDI4NzZ8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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My dissertation research is in suicide, looking at regional hotspots and coldspots, and evaluating the natural features and human-built features in those regions. This morning I read from several articles that discuss greenspace and its importance in mental health, particularly in neighborhoods and areas that are economically deprived.</p><p>In the Talmud, I&#8217;ve started with <em><a href="https://www.sefaria.org/Megillah?tab=contents">Tractate Megillah</a></em>, since it&#8217;s almost <a href="https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/purim-101/">Purim</a>. And hey - I&#8217;ve almost finished the first (side of the first) page, so maybe I&#8217;ll get all the way through by Purim 5687! And in one of the sidebars, I encountered the name <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samuel_bar_Isaac">Rav Shmuel bar Yitzhak</a>, who was an important rabbi living in the 4th century CE. It turns out Rabbi Samuel was also connected with trees. From his wikipedia page:</p><blockquote><p>He was accustomed to entertain the bride and groom at weddings by <strong>dancing before them with myrtle-branches</strong>. Some rabbis, including Rabbi Zeira, considered this to be embarrassingly frivolous for someone of Samuel&#8217;s stature. But according to tradition, his conduct received Divine approval: When he died, a <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bath_kol">bath kol</a> announced that &#8220;Rav Samuel bar Rav Yitzchak, the man who did kindness, has died&#8221;; at his funeral, fire descended from heaven <strong>in the form of myrtle-poles</strong> to separate the mourners from his body;<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samuel_bar_Isaac#cite_note-7">[7]</a> and <strong>all the trees of the Land of Israel were uprooted</strong>, indicating that <strong>they had missed the chance to be taken by Samuel for his wedding-dances</strong>.</p></blockquote><p>So it isn&#8217;t even <em>just</em> trees, but trees and fun and kindness. And Hashem loved this so much that God spoke from the heavens, decorated his funeral with tree branches, and let all the trees in Israel mourn his loss. </p><p>Now I am reflecting on trees and kindness and love&#8230; and economically disadvantaged neighborhoods and parks and suicide&#8230; and my thoughts haven&#8217;t integrated into one synthesis yet, but I&#8217;m sure they will. </p><p></p><p>In last week&#8217;s Torah reading, <a href="https://www.sefaria.org/Exodus.25.1-27.19?lang=en&amp;aliyot=0">Terumah</a>, God commands that the ark&#8212;yes, the Ark of the Covenant from <em>Indiana Jones</em>&#8212;be made of precious materials, gold and silver and the finest cloths and wood. During my study group discussion last weekend, it struck me that there is no particular value for God in gold and silver and wood. God made those, and God can make them whenever God wants to! No, what has value for God is us. Life. </p><p>How awful must it be for God to watch us put gold and silver and fine fabrics above life, above each other? What does it mean that I live in a comfortable apartment with lovely green landscaping and trees outside my window, while so many grow up in neighborhoods that barely have grass, much less trees? That children living in &#8220;the projects&#8221; have so much higher risk of dying by suicide than my comfortable, suburban children had?</p><p>Trees and neighborhoods and kindness and parks and suicide and love. It&#8217;s all tangled up for me right now. While I work on puzzling out what I feel and think here, I hope that you&#8217;ll look around for a Rabbi Samuel in your life. He might not dance with tree branches, but I bet here&#8217;s there, ready to lighten your burden a little and make you smile.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Prayer: A poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[But not a video-poem/poem-video this time]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/prayer-a-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/prayer-a-poem</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2025 22:45:09 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!AkJM!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F725421ee-8263-4bb3-bc52-efb00705496d_415x415.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">You are light.
You are song.
You are flame.
You are prayer.

Burn!</pre></div><p></p><p>This summer I&#8217;m participating in a workshop on leading davening, or Jewish prayer. This means, of course, studying Jewish prayer. I missed our session last week and just finished watching the recording, which filled me with prayer and song and fire.</p><p>Shine! Sing! Burn!</p><p>Pray!</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Where is God? A video-poem for all who wonder]]></title><description><![CDATA[Watch now]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/where-is-god-a-video-poem-for-all</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/where-is-god-a-video-poem-for-all</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 28 May 2025 12:09:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/164520568/ad183ffa951aa3533b551357df401cb2.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In 1997, I turned 25, had a religious conversion experience through a series of dreams, and had my first bout of depression. It was a big year, and 1998 was as well. The image behind this poem is that of a window made of frosted glass. You can see light and shadow through the pane, but you can&#8217;t make out much more than that. This, I thought, is about as clearly as we can see God. </p><p>In 2025, I&#8217;ve doubled 25 years, and then some. I have a diagnosis of Type II bipolar disorder, and I&#8217;ve had several more periods of depression and dysphoria. I&#8217;ve spent years devoted to Christianity, in the Episcopal Church, and I&#8217;ve spent years unable to walk with the Church. In the last year, I&#8217;ve actually begun a formal conversion to Judaism. As a mystic, I&#8217;ve had some very brief experiences where for the barest instant I could apprehend God clearly. But more than 99% of the time, it was the frosted glass.</p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.miriamswisdom.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://www.miriamswisdom.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><p>Before I show you the text of the poem, I want to fill you in on an artistic decision I made when preparing this poem for the substack. When I wrote this in 1997, my sense of God was very male. I hadn&#8217;t really encountered the divine feminine, so my experience of God was The Remote King Up In The Sky. As a result, I used masculine pronouns. We know that God is not a physical, biological man any more than God is any other sort of physical, biological human, and these days I use a very different approach to name and refer to God. I didn&#8217;t see a good way to change the masculine pronouns without wrecking the rhythm and musical line of the poem, so I decided to leave them in place. We can call them yet one more misapprehension I had of God. :)</p><h2>Where is God?</h2><p><em>an original poem by Heather L. Rollins, written September 12, 1997</em></p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Where is God?
Through frosted glass
I cannot see
the glory of his face
but only hints
of blurry shadows
hidden from
my seeking eyes.

Where is God?
For though I press
my fingers to
the whitened pane,
I can not feel
his touch meet mine;
I do not sense
his presence near me.

Where is God?
I listen closely
with my ear
held to the door.
His voice eludes me;
muffled whispers
murmur at me,
nothing more.

Where is God?
I cannot smell
nor taste his presence,
do not know if he is near me.
Does he love me?
Are there angels,
saints who intercede?

Where is God?
I want to see him,
touch him, hear
his holy voice
within my soul.
I need him
to make me complete,
to make me feel alive.

Where is God?
I do not understand
why he must
hide from me.
Where is God?
Please give me peace
and love and hope
and comforting.
</pre></div><div class="captioned-button-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/where-is-god-a-video-poem-for-all?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Share&quot;}" data-component-name="CaptionedButtonToDOM"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Facts and Faith, Trust and Truth! This post is public so feel free to share it.</p></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/where-is-god-a-video-poem-for-all?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Share&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/where-is-god-a-video-poem-for-all?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share"><span>Share</span></a></p></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hurt feelings report]]></title><description><![CDATA[A new video-poem/poem-video about ruminating]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/hurt-feelings-report</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/hurt-feelings-report</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2025 12:21:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/161729466/72a9050e7632a116c3e73af9717c4fb1.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Do you ever obsess over small things? Like that guy you pushed past so that you could be ahead of him in the supermarket line? Or the colleague who sniped at you at a meeting in front of everyone? Do you lie in the dark and think about the high school boyfriend you were unkind to?</p><p>No? Maybe it&#8217;s just me. But if you recognize yourself in this at all, then you might find yourself in <em>Hurt Feelings Report</em>, which is about exactly that sort of rumination. It&#8217;s fun to exaggerate the ruminating, to dwell in it and find the ridiculousness living there&#8230; and to find the tiny miracle that lives at the heart of all things.</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I told you &#8220;That won&#8217;t hurt my feelings,&#8221; and I probably even believed it just then,
but this was untrue, and I thought you should know it.
My feelings will be hurt, and I&#8217;ll cherish this pain.
I will lie awake at night rolling this feeling through my thoughts,
holding it close to my chest and loving it obsessively.
I will poke at every wound and treasure the sweet ache.
I&#8217;ll pick at the scabs until the blood runs.
I will find every bruise and admire the colors:
Who knew that hurt feelings could look so amazing?
It may not be rational to store up and save up hurt feelings like this,
but I&#8217;ve never claimed to be rational, my friend.
Every bump, bruise, and fracture is proof I&#8217;m alive,
telling my story, a map of the skin of my heart.
When I told you it won&#8217;t hurt my feelings,
instead you should know that I&#8217;ll ponder and cherish the hurt in my heart
and never let it go
and never let you go.</pre></div><p>The title comes from my boss, who likes to pretend that he&#8217;s a complete grump, though sometimes you can catch a glimpse at the marshmallow center hidden deep in his core. When he has to make a decision that he expects to be unpopular, he might say, &#8220;Well, today we have to do this thing. You can all file hurt feelings reports tomorrow.&#8221; As I wrote this poem in February 2023, I knew that its title would have to come from this line, and so <em>Hurt Feelings Report</em> became a poem.</p><p>Have you ever sought out the tiny miracle that lives at the heart of something painful, or even something silly? What was that discovery like? Was love living there? It&#8217;s my theory that the tiny miracle that lives at the heart of all things is love. </p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Listen!]]></title><description><![CDATA[It's about love. It will always, only, ever be about love.]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/listen-e7f</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/listen-e7f</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 09 Apr 2025 15:37:44 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/160610933/584436c2eb507b8447bcc101e46fa3c3.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It&#8217;s been many years that the <em>Shema</em> prayer, which Jewish people say every day, started to call to my heart. It begins with &#8220;Listen!&#8221; and then continues with the commandment to love each other. It gives instructions for reminding ourselves of our obligation to love. This poem pushed its way into life a few weeks ago, a paraphrase of the <em>Shema</em> and a reminder of the most sacred, central obligation of the Abrahamic faiths: love.</p><h2>Listen!</h2><p>by Heather L. Rollins, February 2, 2025</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Listen!
Listen up. This is your God talking.
Listen to me.
I am the Source of all.
I breathe life into you every day
when I wake you from your sleep.
I love you.

Listen!
It&#8217;s about love.
I love you.
I hope you love me.
I will never force you.
It&#8217;s not love unless it&#8217;s a choice made in freedom,
and it is your choice.
Love is your choice.

Listen! 
If you choose love,
then put your whole self into it.
Love is demanding,
and it asks everything you have
and everything that you are.
And the more love you pour out,
the more love I give you:
a flood of love too large to be contained,
abundant, extravagant, powerful.
Everything is about love.

Listen!
I know you can forget love
with the bustle of your life.
You must remind yourself:
&#9;I am the God you chose,
&#9;and I love you,
and I will give you all you need.
Remind yourself in the morning and in the evening: it&#8217;s about love;
tell your children and tell each other: it&#8217;s about love.
Remind yourself at home,
and remind yourself wherever you go: it&#8217;s all about love.
Put reminders in front of your eyes,
even write them on your hands: love, love, love.
Remind yourself about love when you arrive home,
and take love with you when you go out.

Listen!
It&#8217;s about love.
I need you to love each other.
I know you are forgetful,
and you&#8217;re stubborn, even stiff-necked.
The answer is always love.
&#9;Hungry? Love them. Feed them.
&#9;Naked? Love them. Clothe them.
&#9;Grieving? Love them. Console them.
&#9;Ailing? Love them. Heal them.
&#9;Fallen? Love them. Uplift them.
&#9;Lonely? Love them. Be with them.
&#9;Imprisoned? Love them. Visit them. Free them.
&#9;Ignored? Love them. See them.
&#9;Injustice? Love them. Speak out.
&#9;Oppression? Love them. Fight it.
Love them. Love them. Love them.
Every day, wherever you are,
the answer is always love.

Listen!
It&#8217;s about love.
It was always about love.
It will always be about love.
The answer is always love.
Listen!
</pre></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Love Lesson]]></title><description><![CDATA[The theme of this poem is hardly new, the idea we learn that love isn&#8217;t given unconditionally but must be earned through performance, through accomplishment.]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/love-lesson</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/love-lesson</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2025 15:32:58 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/159573681/a11b6a0e868943e482d95c971e1a5d43.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The theme of this poem is hardly new, the idea we learn that love isn&#8217;t given unconditionally but must be earned through performance, through accomplishment. It isn&#8217;t the lesson our parents wanted us to learn, and it&#8217;s certainly not the lesson the Holy One&#8212;if you believe in a Holy One&#8212;wants us to learn. But here we are. </p><p>Even on the far side of the hill, over 50, I find this nonsense still chasing me. If I haven&#8217;t been A Perfect Young Lady, modest and demure even while achieving the highest performance and also smiling while I do it&#8212;if I haven&#8217;t made you feel warm and welcome and wanted and happy&#8212;if I haven&#8217;t succeeded in earning your esteem&#8212;then I have failed. It sounds ridiculous that way, doesn&#8217;t it? But feelings are not rational, so here we are.</p><p>Maybe after you&#8217;ve listened to this poem, you might call someone or text them and tell them you love them even when they make mistakes and don&#8217;t wash their hair and begrudge the effort. Because truly, the well of love is bottomless.</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Love Lesson
<em>by Heather L. Rollins, January 8, 2025
</em>
I learned 
&#9;early that 
&#9;the path 
&#9;to love 
&#9;is performance.

The coin 
&#9;to buy love 
&#9;is doing 
&#9;a good job
&#9;and smiling 
&#9;while you do it
&#9;And doing it
&#9;better
&#9;than I 
&#9;ever
&#9;did it before

I was 
&#9;a greedy 
&#9;wee thing
I wanted 
&#9;all 
&#9;the love 
&#9;I could get

Everyone I met,
&#9;they had to 
&#9;love me
&#9;like me
&#9;feel happy
&#9;to see me
&#9;stay with me
&#9;take care
&#9;of me


I say this
&#9;as if it
&#9;weren&#8217;t 
&#9;still true
&#9;even though
&#9;the well of love
&#9;is bottomless.
</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Stars]]></title><description><![CDATA[A bedtime poem for children]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/stars</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/stars</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2025 22:28:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/159184498/062491028abd815f778c7555e70c9886.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This poem has a very special place in my heart. I wrote it when my children were very young, and they loved for me to read it for them, knowing it was a gift from my heart to theirs. I hope there&#8217;s a young person you love&#8212;a child, a sibling&#8217;s child, a grandchild&#8212;for whom you can read it. Give them a love letter straight from your own heart.</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Every day
when the sun goes down,
the moon and stars
light up the night.

Behind every star
an angel is watching,
through a window
made of light.

All day long
the angels see us,
when we&#8217;re good
and when we&#8217;re bad.

Loving kind people
make angels smile,
but naughty deeds
make angels sad.

When Daddy says
it&#8217;s time for bed
and Mommy sings
a lullaby,

The angels watch you
in your bed
from twinkling stars
up in the sky.

So when you look up
at the sky
and wonder what
those sparkles are,

Remember that
an angel peeks
through each and every
little star.
</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hidden]]></title><description><![CDATA[Watch now | another video-poem, or is it a poem-video?]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/hidden</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/hidden</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2025 19:33:40 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/158996902/0635b2131302cc5dd66c74714d8bdcc0.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>One of the themes in <a href="https://www.sefaria.org/Exodus.27.20-30.10?lang=en&amp;aliyot=1">last week&#8217;s Torah portion</a>&#8212;the only one from the opening of the book of Exodus until the end of the Torah&#8212;was hiddenness. This is also a big theme in early springtime, when all the life that has been hidden beneath the snow and soil or beneath the bark of trees is uncovered and breaks through. Even though we may not be aware of it, life is happening even when it is hidden. And so you might also say that God is happening, even when God is hidden. </p><p>This poem embraces the dark, hidden, smelly things that are all part of Creation. God may be in the majestic mountains, the soaring eagles, and the graceful antelope. God is also in the microbes, the buzzards, the maggots, and the mushrooms. So here&#8217;s to the God who breathes life into dying things, every single day.</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"><em>A response to parashah Tetzaveh</em>

O god of deep and hidden things
O god of mushrooms, moss, and ferns
O god who breathes with winter's sighs
Show us how to find you.

O god of still and silent things
O god of seeps and soaks and stones
O god whose bones are mountains, trees
Teach us how to hear you.

O god of dark and hidden things
O god of compost, mold, and rot
O god who brings dead things to life
&#9;Sing to us and wake us.

O god of peat and god of worms
O god of smelly, funky things
O god whose song is love unknown
&#9;Take our hand and guide us.
</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Psalm: It's a new day]]></title><description><![CDATA[a poem for your lovely spring day]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/psalm-its-a-new-day</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/psalm-its-a-new-day</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 05 Mar 2025 16:31:02 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/158305288/c0aada1fc51a8e04414cbeaa2d68f0c4.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>All through morning prayer the other day, this poem kept ringing my doorbell, demanding insistently that I commit it to paper. </p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">It&#8217;s a new day, Adonai, and I sing praises to you.
It&#8217;s a new day, Holy One, and the whole earth praises you.

The grass damp with dew &#9;&#9;        sings your praises
The fuzzy caterpillar creeping&#9;&#9;sings your praises
The bloom of the dawn sky&#9;&#9;sings your praises

The crocuses welcoming spring&#9;sing your praises
The leaf-buds on the mighty oak&#9;sing your praises
The mourning dove with her coo&#9;sings your praises

The cool air on my skin&#9;&#9;        sings your praises
The riotous forsythia&#9;&#9;        &#9;sings your praises
The children running at play&#9;&#9;sing your praises

Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the white fluffy cloud
Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the birthing crescent moon
Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;every green holly leaf

Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the cars on the freeway
Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the stars in the night
Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the pollens and bumblebees

Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the brilliant blue sky
Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;the electrons spinning
Singing your praises,&#9;&#9;&#9;every beating, loving heart

It&#8217;s a new day, Hashem, and we sing praises to you.
It&#8217;s a brilliant new day, and every atom in the cosmos praises you.
</pre></div><p>Thank you for listening and reading. I&#8217;d love to know how this poem strikes you. Did it make your beating, loving heart sing praises? Let me know in the comments. Thanks!</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I am not my loss]]></title><description><![CDATA[A poem]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/i-am-not-my-loss</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/i-am-not-my-loss</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 01 Mar 2025 13:32:37 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/158130084/14e0e60e84a838c086771d4aeb141f6f.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This poem showed up and demanded to be written, in the way that poems do. It&#8217;s a song of strength and dignity. You get to choose who you want to be&#8230; and you get to change when you want to. So be the lightning, the sunrise, the meadow - be wonderfully, marvelously YOU!</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I am not my loss.
I am more than what was taken from me.
I am more than an orphan,
&#9;more than a widow,
&#9;more than a mother grieving her children.

I am not my loss.
I am more than the worst that&#8217;s been done to me.
I am more than a victim,
&#9;more than a target,
&#9;more than a wounded one pleading for justice.

I am not my loss.
I am made in the image and likeness of God.
I am more than your reflection,
&#9;more than your losses.
I define who and what I am.

I am the voice of the hurricane&#8217;s wind
I am the seedling pushing up through the soil
I am the scent of a fire in the forest
I am the first ripe tomato of summer
I am the rainbow, the sunset, the sea.

I am not my loss.
I am more than you can imagine.
I am what I choose to be.
</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I am little]]></title><description><![CDATA[A poem for big people and little ones]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/i-am-little</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/i-am-little</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 22 Feb 2025 14:42:43 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>You  may have come here from <a href="https://open.substack.com/pub/hrollins/p/living-a-sinai-life?r=2rmawx&amp;utm_campaign=post&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;showWelcomeOnShare=true">my reflection</a> on a Torah reading that I really wrestled with. Or you may not. Either way, it&#8217;s fine. Because we <em>are</em> little, and God <em>is</em> big, and that is good news indeed.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HqxO!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg" width="502" height="753" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/23af0692-debe-4dcc-ad3b-78ce3cf91c76_1280x1920.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1920,&quot;width&quot;:1280,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:502,&quot;bytes&quot;:592574,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;In the foreground, a meadow with white and yellow blossoms. 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I go to the mountains because they are big.
It&#8217;s in the mountains where you can see the earth folding like fabric.
It&#8217;s in the mountains where you can see the shadows of clouds.
Everything is big, and I am small
But I do not feel belittled
I feel awe.

I hike up the mountain because it is tall.
At the top of the mountain you can see the whole sky
At the top of the mountain you can see the whole valley
Everything is small, and so am I
But I do not feel belittled
I feel wonder.

I gaze at the night sky because it is vast.
From the high mountain meadow you can see many stars
From the high mountain meadow you can see space in between
Everything is vast, and I am small
But I do not feel belittled
I feel God.

I am little, and God is big.
But I do not feel belittled
I feel love.</pre></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Living a Sinai Life]]></title><description><![CDATA[a response to the Torah reading for the coming week]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/living-a-sinai-life</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/living-a-sinai-life</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 21 Feb 2025 13:48:40 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!5Wyz!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3d7a5f9a-f861-4daa-9a35-b2f1d42aa65f_3872x2592.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have long wanted to establish and build a practice of reading from scripture daily, which works well with a conversion to Judaism, where study of Torah is a mitzvah, a requirement that God asks of us. We wrestle with Torah as we wrestle with God, knowing that it is a collection of ancient documents gathered and written over centuries, comprising different genres of literature, but containing true meaning for us and our struggles today.</p><p>This week&#8217;s Torah portion included the receiving of the ten commandments (the set we encounter first in scripture, because there are others and they are different), and it was this big, beautiful moment. But the portion for next week, titled <em>Mishpatim</em> (<a href="https://www.sefaria.org/Exodus.21?lang=en&amp;aliyot=1">Exodus 21-24</a>), is more difficult. It begins with laws about slavery, including girls and young women sold as bed slaves, and it ranges through a bunch of instruction about theft, intentional and unintentional harm to people and their belongings, and God&#8217;s plan to commit genocide so that the Israelites can have a home.  So yeah. Difficult. Problematic. What the f**k.</p><p>As I build my practice of studying and engaging with Torah, I&#8217;m wanting to approach the reading a little differently each day. And today, on the eve of Shabbat, is the day for a creative or artistic response. I expected this to take the form of a poem, my typical artistic response, but instead it appears to be prose. As I started to reflect on why I don&#8217;t have a poem for this reading today, I realized that I wrote the poem yesterday, not realizing it was my response to <em>Mishpatim</em>. So here&#8217;s the prose. I&#8217;ll prepare the poem to post and share it with you soon</p><div><hr></div><p>The poem I wrote yesterday ("<a href="https://hrollins.substack.com/p/i-am-little">God is big, and I am small</a>.") may have been my real response, even if it wasn't created with that intention. But some of the elements are there... the mountain, the clouds, the vastness of God, the smallness of us. I was just thinking about those elements, the mountain, the cloud, the "consuming fire," when I realized this. </p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!5Wyz!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3d7a5f9a-f861-4daa-9a35-b2f1d42aa65f_3872x2592.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!5Wyz!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3d7a5f9a-f861-4daa-9a35-b2f1d42aa65f_3872x2592.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!5Wyz!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3d7a5f9a-f861-4daa-9a35-b2f1d42aa65f_3872x2592.jpeg 848w, 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I don't want to be okay with slavery, even if it is humane. I don't want to be okay with "eye for eye." I want a world that's better than this. </p><p>I'd prefer a world where cheeseburgers are okay but true repentance and forgiveness are present. Where the consuming fire lives inside each of us, burning away our selfishness, greed, violence, fear. Where the mountain is not held over our heads but we are invited with Moses to the top. Where we extend God's sapphire pavement, building it out from Sinai's peak a bit more in every generation, until everyone wants to live on it and work on it and be on it. </p><p>Like the highway of Isaiah, it is a place of holiness and the redeemed shall walk there. Where we all return with joy and live in joy and act in peace because our hearts are aligned with God's. I mean, yeah, we get stuff wrong and we mess stuff up. We may be aligned with God but that doesn't mean we are no longer human. But when we mess stuff up, we realize it and we own up to it and we trust that those around us will be generous with us, as generous as God is. Then the sapphire pavement will appear beneath us both, and we will know that Hashem is ours and we are Hashem's.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[A Mother's Love: A Triptych Poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[I. In falling to pieces I somehow broke you, too. My desperate ache for kindness sent yours fleeing. Your outer walls hard, you think yourself strong. The chasm at your core has made you brittle instead. As storm clouds gather and wind whips the trees, will you topple and shatter, as I did?]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/a-mothers-love-a-triptych-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/a-mothers-love-a-triptych-poem</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 19 Feb 2025 13:32:43 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1441804238730-210ce1c2cc00?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw0fHxicml0dGxlJTIwYW5kJTIwYnJva2VufGVufDB8fHx8MTczOTcxMTI4NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="native-audio-embed" data-component-name="AudioPlaceholder" data-attrs="{&quot;label&quot;:null,&quot;mediaUploadId&quot;:&quot;7cdb5a7e-2d09-4075-919d-1e6d4c7b78fe&quot;,&quot;duration&quot;:134.89633,&quot;downloadable&quot;:false,&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true}"></div><div 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spacing when published</label><pre class="text">I.
In falling to pieces I somehow broke you, too.
My desperate ache for kindness sent yours fleeing.
Your outer walls hard, you think yourself strong.
The chasm at your core has made you brittle instead.
As storm clouds gather and wind whips the trees, 
will you topple and shatter, as I did?</pre></div><p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498855926480-d98e83099315?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyMXx8bW91bnRhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNzM5NjI3Mjk5fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498855926480-d98e83099315?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyMXx8bW91bnRhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNzM5NjI3Mjk5fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498855926480-d98e83099315?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyMXx8bW91bnRhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNzM5NjI3Mjk5fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 848w, 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">II. 
My dear one, I am so sorry that the lessons you learned from me brought trembling and doubt.
When I wanted you to find mountain strength, river motion, solar nurture,
instead you learned quaking shrew, crumbling chalk, frozen moonlight.
Where could you find playful otter, devoted bear, wise raven?
How could one so broken as I show you grace and kindness, a whole and healthful heart?
O sweet and tender child, I pray you have more mercy for me
than I for my own unlovely teachers.</pre></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zEqy!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa24f2e95-bd27-4705-8e96-d982fff8a962_799x605.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zEqy!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa24f2e95-bd27-4705-8e96-d982fff8a962_799x605.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zEqy!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa24f2e95-bd27-4705-8e96-d982fff8a962_799x605.jpeg 848w, 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You were a warm and solid armful, 
lips smacking at my breast
tiny fingers grabbing, holding.
How can a heart suddenly hold so much more without bursting?
It&#8217;s the physics of the thing.
Surely a heart cannot survive this pressure&#8211;
&#9;the sinews must stretch and snap
&#9;the arteries must thin, thin, gone
&#8211;my own heart&#8217;s blood draining, drained, useless.
What is the area under the curve of a mother&#8217;s heart?
This hot beating mass defies calculus.

&#9;Ssh now, the lungs whisper.
Branching out into bronchi and tubes,
&#9;a tree of paths dividing and dividing again
&#9;asymptotically approaching the coastline of Great Britain,
&#9;that bounded, infinite thing.
The secret algebra of love:
what cannot be measured need not be contained nor held.
</pre></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Blessing: A triptych poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[a Stack of words from a woman, a scientist, and a recreational philosopher and theologian]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/blessing-a-triptych-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/blessing-a-triptych-poem</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 21 Dec 2024 00:20:47 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/4f3f5b8e-50cf-480f-b867-f06b3c9c0410_1075x597.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="native-video-embed" data-component-name="VideoPlaceholder" data-attrs="{&quot;mediaUploadId&quot;:&quot;fdd042dd-c934-4b3b-87b4-2bcf416c46d1&quot;,&quot;duration&quot;:null}"></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[A new thing]]></title><description><![CDATA[And it's not what I expected]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/a-new-thing</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/a-new-thing</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 30 Oct 2024 13:08:02 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1491013516836-7db643ee125a?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxiYWJ5JTIwdGVldGhpbmd8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzMwMjkzNDc5fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I last posted here some weeks ago about my employer having a reduction in force, about my first time having to let someone go. I thought I was taking it in stride, but I found myself unable to come here and write or to talk about leadership on LinkedIn. I said to myself, <em>you&#8217;re tired, Heather, and it&#8217;s okay to give yourself a break</em>. I feel bad for the colleagues I&#8217;ve essentially ghosted on LinkedIn since the lay-off, and I&#8217;ll connect with each one to make amends.</p><p>Meanwhile, something beautiful has been coming to life. My spiritual journey has been an interesting one, with its ebbs and flows and valleys and peaks. I&#8217;ve met people who have had at all times an abiding sense of Divinity, of the presence of the Holy One in their life. I&#8217;ve found myself gawping in near-disbelief at this, because I&#8217;ve had the periods of desolation, of separation from the Divine, and of consolation, of blissful union. I&#8217;ve had the dry, desert times and the calm, green, growing times, and the times of riotous beauty like springtime in a mountain meadow. I mean, I&#8217;d read my spiritual memoir, if it were a book.</p><p>Ten years ago, I was approaching a time I would need to walk apart from the church. It wasn&#8217;t the first time. I was encountering a leader who did one thing but taught another, a leader who spun the best possible tale of the circumstances he was recruiting someone into, a leader who claimed a participative leadership style and then dictated his position regardless of his council&#8217;s feedback. I met and counseled lovely, vulnerable, deeply faithful people who were treated shamefully by leadership. And I just couldn&#8217;t do it any more. I was a life-professed member of a dispersed religious order in the Episcopal Church and active in a number of ministries in my parish. And I had to stop. I couldn&#8217;t continue, not with the bitterness and mistrust in my heart.  </p><p>In the last couple of years, something new has been growing. I&#8217;ve thought it was one thing, considered it might be another, and tried yet a different thing. One day last week in the shower, I thought of teething as a metaphor. The teeth form below a baby&#8217;s gums, and in the early stages they&#8217;re unnoticeable as they grow. Eventually, though, they start to push their way up, and as they do, they bring about soreness and fussiness, sometimes a rash or a fever. And then finally, the tooth erupts through the gum, and it doesn&#8217;t hurt any more. I&#8217;ve been teething for two years or so now. 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The first poem I linked to here was by a Jewish poet. I&#8217;ve been reading and learning about Judaism, which has always been an interesting topic to me. I&#8217;ve listened to some podcasts and even joined an online group of people learning about the Talmud. I picked up a prayer book for my e-reader, and the language is so beautiful. I&#8217;ve remembered one of my favorite things to teach, back before: Jesus really only said one new thing, and everything else is already there in Judaism. One night, I saw a book titled &#8220;Who is a Jew?&#8221; And my mind said, &#8220;I am.&#8221; </p><p>Wait, what?</p><p>&#8220;I am. I am a Jew? Am I a Jew? I am Jewish?&#8221;</p><p>Huh. Not what I expected.</p><p>Oh, and it&#8217;s something my partner had considered herself, years ago. She said something amazing about the impoverished experience many Christians have of the Hebrew scriptures, and I can only agree. We&#8217;re exploring this new thing, separately and together, and it is beautiful.</p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Come to the party!]]></title><description><![CDATA[a poem by Hafez]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/come-to-the-party</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/come-to-the-party</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 20 Aug 2024 18:20:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1719131406828-bd2e3235584f?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw0MXx8YmFsbHJvb218ZW58MHx8fHwxNzI0MTc3NjQ0fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>As a mystic, I have a deep and abiding love for mystics of any faith. As a cradle Episcopalian, I first encountered Christian mysticism. It was in reading the works of Christian mystics that I learned of this golden thread that is woven through the tapestry of all religions. A particular favorite is <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hafez">Hafez</a>, a Sufi mystic and ecstatic from the 14th century. Today I needed some balm for a bruised heart&#8212;as I described last week in <em><a href="https://substack.com/@heatherrollins/p-147583199">What is your wish?</a></em>&#8212;and so I sought out Hafez. He describes so effectively his longing for union with Divinity, and in describing this longing of his, he describes also the longing of the Divine One for us. When we can enter into this dance, then we are bathed in the light and love of all that is sacred. </p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text"><strong>If God invited you to a party</strong>

If God
Invited you to a party
and said,

'Everyone 
In the ballroom tonight
will be my special
Guest...'</pre></div><p>Are you coming? Are you coming to the party? I mean, when Divinity holds a party, it is always An Event. The Event of the Season. The feasting, the drinking, the music, the dancing&#8212;it is the most beautiful, the most exquisite. You can rest in the beauty and just soak it in, or you can whirl around the floor with the other Special Guests. Either can be a path to joy, when you&#8217;re invited to God&#8217;s party.</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">How would you then treat them
When you
Arrived?</pre></div><p>I have frequently used the statement that God has perfectly terrible taste in people. That is, the Divine One loves every single one of us more fully, more powerfully than we can know. You are Divinity&#8217;s favorite! And so am I! And so is everyone else we know! 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href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/USA_Gymnastics_sex_abuse_scandal">damaged vulnerable people</a>, and especially someone who has <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jerry_Falwell">a platform with a long reach</a>. The prayer goes like this: <em>I hope they are welcomed into heaven. And I hope they are completely surprised by who else is there</em>. Because guess what! You are Divinity&#8217;s favorite! And so is everybody else who has lived before, who lives now, and who will live in the future! Gay people, straight people, white people, brown people, black people, neurodiverse people, neurotypical people, rich people, poor people, thin people, fat people, migrants and refugees, weird people, creepy people, sweet and beautiful people: every kind of people who can possibly exist. And so it is the deepest prayer of my heart that one day I will be welcomed into heaven, and I will be utterly surprised to see who all is there. And I will know to the very core of my being that this is where I <em><strong>belong</strong></em>. Hafez knows.</p><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">Indeed, indeed!

And I know
There is no one in this world

Who
Is not upon
His Jeweled Dance
Floor

<em>poem by Hafez</em> <em>from <a href="https://allpoetry.com/poem/14372420-If-God-Invited-You-To-A-Party-by-Hafez-Shirazi">All Poetry</a>, translation credit not given</em></pre></div><p>See? Hafez knows. We are all there at Divinity&#8217;s party, together. We don&#8217;t need sewing mice or fairy godparents or glass slippers: we are all invited to the ball. </p><p>So here is the thing for you today, and I hope you can hear it. 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You are beautiful and you are worthy. You are deserving of love and light and vitality. You are sacred. You are the only you who will ever live, and that you is a gift to the world, to everyone around you. </p><p>I hope to see you on the Jeweled Dance Floor, my friend. It will be The Event of the Season!</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sometimes leadership doesn't feel good]]></title><description><![CDATA[a rough day at work]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/sometimes-leadership-sucks</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/sometimes-leadership-sucks</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 17 Aug 2024 11:55:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536640712-4d4c36ff0e4e?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMTR8fGxlYWRlcnNoaXB8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzIzODk1NjAyfDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Thursday afternoon my boss called. I knew a big change was in the offing, because it was time for our strategy to shift, and that meant big changes for our staff alignment. I don&#8217;t mean that entirely as a euphemism for lay-offs, because we really do need to focus on our next strategy as a company. Sadly, the people around us today aren&#8217;t always the people we need to take us to the next goal&#8230; and sometimes we have more people than we can afford to pay. This is why my boss was calling: we were about to have a reduction in force, and I was about to lose five people on my (matrixed, cross-functional) team. One of those five reported to me as a manager, and my boss offered me the decision: did I want to have the call with my employee, or would I prefer for my boss to do it? Well. Obviously I&#8217;d prefer not to do it. But I knew it was my responsibility, and even though I&#8217;d never had to tell someone I was letting them go, I knew I needed to do it. Leaders show up. Dammit.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536640712-4d4c36ff0e4e?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMTR8fGxlYWRlcnNoaXB8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzIzODk1NjAyfDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536640712-4d4c36ff0e4e?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMTR8fGxlYWRlcnNoaXB8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzIzODk1NjAyfDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536640712-4d4c36ff0e4e?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMTR8fGxlYWRlcnNoaXB8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzIzODk1NjAyfDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 848w, 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Human Resources had talking points written up so that every manager would say the same things to their employee. The strategy was to talk with all of the affected people by about 11 or 11:30. We scheduled the call with my employee at 8:30am. I moved my team&#8217;s daily stand-up from 9am to 12 noon, which was a little rough for my team members in Europe. And the CEO was to speak at an all-hands meeting at 3pm. </p><p>Yesterday was supposed to be a vacation day for me. My quarters for school have a two-week break and I try to take a day or two off during those breaks. And for my day off, I would be laying off an employee, being there for my team, and being on the all-hands call so that I was seeing and hearing the same news as everyone else. Fun.</p><p>I had two people reporting to me as their manager, so after my call with the employee we laid off, I knew it was important to speak with my remaining direct report as well as with our scrum master. They had a one-on-one call scheduled for exactly this time, so that was convenient. The three of us sat with the suck, and every so often one of us would get a message on company chat or by text, asking what was going on this morning or learning about another person affected. We knew we were safe, but our hearts ached for everyone around us. </p><p>At noon we had our team call, and it was obvious that there were people missing. I covered the same talking points I had with my employee: this is what we&#8217;re doing and these are the business reasons and it&#8217;s awful and we&#8217;re going to miss our former colleagues both personally and in picking up some of their work. I tried to bring out some of the positive sides along with the negative, that this is what our young company needs to achieve our next goals, enabling us to get to profitability. I work for a startup, in an emerging industry that is still learning how to operate, so profitability is a major milestone not only for my company but in this industry. </p><p>We had smiles and laughter as well as our disappointment and sadness&#8230; and, to be honest, fear. What we didn&#8217;t know was that our fifth person was on the call with us and hadn&#8217;t been told yet. He dropped to take a call from a leader in the organization, and then rejoined our meeting to tell us that he was also included in the lay-off. We had a farewell with him that included gratitude and tears, and it might even have been really important for the team, who hadn&#8217;t been able to have any sort of farewell for the others who were let go.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471253794676-0f039a6aae9d?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw0fHxsdW5jaCUyMHdpdGglMjB3aW5lfGVufDB8fHx8MTcyMzg5NTY3N3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471253794676-0f039a6aae9d?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw0fHxsdW5jaCUyMHdpdGglMjB3aW5lfGVufDB8fHx8MTcyMzg5NTY3N3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.0.3&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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I even ordered a glass of wine, which may have been my second or third alcoholic drink in 2024. It was a glass-of-wine kind of day, though. After the all-hands call&#8212;which had to be brief because the CEO needed to board a plane for a trip home from a major partner&#8217;s HQ&#8212;our CTO held an &#8220;Ask Me Anything&#8221; call for everyone in our technology division, and this was an opportunity to learn more about our next steps and the strategy we&#8217;ll pursue. It was a smart thing to do, our CTO showing up for us as our leader.</p><p>And just after 4pm, I logged off from work to wrap up my vacation day. I felt tired. Tired and sad. There are conflicting feelings when you survive a lay-off, similar to the conflicting feelings when you survive a big crash or other traumatic event. You&#8217;re glad to still be alive, grieving for those you&#8217;ve lost, wondering what stroke of luck put you where you were, feeling guilty for surviving or feeling guilty for being glad to still be alive. Although I&#8217;d known something for a few weeks that something like this was coming, the 25 hours between my boss&#8217;s call Thursday afternoon and logging off yesterday were intense. I&#8217;m glad those hours are over, and I feel like I gave my best to my team. I hope I gave my best to my team. Because at these times, leaders give their best. (Dammit.)</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What is your wish?]]></title><description><![CDATA[wish, a poem by Linda Sue Park]]></description><link>https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/what-is-your-wish</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.miriamswisdom.com/p/what-is-your-wish</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Heather Rollins]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 15 Aug 2024 16:09:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!he7B!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff936019b-d752-420c-a18b-2d3085abc32e_512x512" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m a huge fan of children&#8217;s picture books. They are beautiful, both the artwork and the writing, and I cherish the messages of so many of them. We all need to be reminded that we are loved and that we are important and that there are places where we fit in. These wounds can last a lifetime, and picture books can be balm to our sun-raddled hearts.</p><p>Linda Sue Park writes books for children, including picture books. 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x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">photo of a shabby old teddy bear, AI generated </figcaption></figure></div><div class="preformatted-block" data-component-name="PreformattedTextBlockToDOM"><label class="hide-text" contenteditable="false">Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when published</label><pre class="text">For someone to read a poem
again, and again, and then,

having lifted it from page
to brain&#8212;the easy part&#8212;

cradle it on the longer trek
from brain all the way to heart.

<em>Linda Sue Park, "Wish" from Tap Dancing on the Roof. Copyright &#169; 2007 by Linda Sue Park.
from <a href="https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/156013/wish-60b7a3d972f9c">Poetry Foundation</a></em></pre></div><p>What poems (or picture books) have made the trek to your heart? It doesn&#8217;t have to be an entire poem; there might be only a couple of lines that have made it to your heart. And it doesn&#8217;t have to be anything terribly inspiring or healing: how many of us can recite part of <em>Jabberwocky</em>? After all, they say that laughter is powerful medicine. Who among us can&#8217;t recite at least part of <em>Green Eggs and Ham</em>? </p><p>Some of the poems that are (at least partially) written in my heart are <em>Jabberwocky</em> (&#8220;O frabjous day! Calloo! Callay!&#8221;) and <em>The Walrus and the Carpenter</em> (&#8220;of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings&#8221;!), <em>Kubla Khan</em> (&#8220;for he on honey-dew hath fed and drunk the milk of Paradise&#8221;) by Coleridge, <em>Psalm 4</em> (&#8220;I lie down in peace, at once I fall asleep, for only you, Lord, make me dwell in safety&#8221;) and even <em>Twelfth Night</em> Act 2 Scene 3 (&#8220;Dost thou think, because thou art virtuous, there shall be no more cakes and ale?&#8221;). Because it was my daughter&#8217;s favorite, <em>The Foot Book</em> by Dr. Seuss (&#8220;Left foot, right foot, feet, feet, feet. Oh how many feet you meet!&#8221;): I can&#8217;t tell you how many times we read this together. I&#8217;m sure there are more that don&#8217;t come to mind immediately. There are so many amazing, beautiful poems around, and they don&#8217;t have to be hundreds of years old to become beloved.</p><p>My wish is that you have a poem that you&#8217;ve read again and again until it&#8217;s made the trek to your heart. And I also wish that maybe you&#8217;ll share one of these poems with a friend or loved one. You never know when someone needs a poem, and it&#8217;s always handy to carry one around in your heart.</p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>